lots of stuff [09 Feb 2007|06:06pm] [ mood | random ] Well, I've come to the official conclusions that school sucks, most of the time anyway. Well, actually it's not school so much, it's homework. I already have to go to school for like six hours a day, why do people think we need like three more hours of work ( 3 may be exaggerating a little but that's ok). But coming home on a friday is amazing because that means you can put all of your homework off until sunday evening. Overall though life is pretty good. Only it's kind of annoying when people won't tell you what's wrong with them after admitting something is wrong. I know I probably do the same kind of thing a lot but normally I won't even admit anythings wrong unless I'm planning on telling someone. *sigh* oh well I hope everything turn out ok with her, maybe it's just something she needed to come to terms to with herself. One thing exciting about school though is that in child development class we get to play with preschool kids the next two weeks. Which should be fun hopefully. And constructing the set for the musical on the weekends is pretty fun. Power tools are awesome :) hehehe. What's annoying though is that I scanned a couple of pictures I did with charcoal into the computer but they're not the right file form (or whatever they have to be .gif and their .tiff) to be icons on this so i have to see what I can do about changing them with out recking them up. But drawing is fun so maybe I'll try to do another charcoal sometime this weekend. post comment

[01 Jan 2007|10:08pm] [ mood | cold ] I went over to my friend Jessye's house last night and spent the night it was fun, mostly because there wasn't a bunch of people over there that I didn't know and who all knew each other (that happened before, it was quite uncomfortable). But anyway, I got to watch Don Juan DeMarco (Johnny Depp is definitely very hot in that movie) and I got to watch Corpse Bride (which is also very good movie) both of which I saw for the first time. Despite the amount of fun that was, I still feel kind of depressed or maybe lonely, and I'm not sure why. Maybe it's at least partly the fact that I have to go back to school the day after tomorrow. It's like being surrounded by so many people and you're stuck alone in the middle of it not really being fully a part of anything. Like you see things swirling around about you and you want to be a part of them, but deep down you feel like you really don't know how. Then you think it wouldn't matter anyway because they wouldn't really let you in if you tried. Onto a rather happier note. I want to try to scan some of the drawings I've done into the computer and make them into icons and desktops and other such things. I think if it actually worked it might be fun... if it works... but I might as well hope for the best and see what I can do. 1 comment|post comment

To be or not to be? [27 Dec 2006|09:04pm] [ mood | lonely ] I'm thinking about getting back on to this, but well after being gone for so long it seemed like a kind of bad idea. Like would anyone even really care to read what I wrote? It will probably be just boring trivial stuff and what not. It kind of makes me feel like my life is useless, that I don't do anything important. But honestly if anyone would still be interested in reading this, then I'd be happy to do it for them, but if no one is interested then I'll probably just close the account. 1 comment|post comment

stuff [23 May 2005|10:15pm] [ mood | hurried ] Last Day of school yay!!! Except that I'm leaving to go on vacation tomorrow. I have to get up at like 5:30 a.m. I really don't like getting up early. We're flying to northeast area (maine, massachuttes) (I can't spell and I'm hurried, sorry). Lisa was all mad and stuff cuz my parents wouldn't let her take her lab top, but she's better now, I hope. I going to be really busy this summer... I have summer school, soccer camp, and church camp after I get back from vacation. And then fall sports will start not to long after church camp. Summer school should be easy though, cuz all i'm taking is gym and health, so I can take art and french during the year. I have a packet for french over the summer too? why do teachers give you homework over the summer? it's stupid. There's no escaping homework! AHHHHH!!!! anyway got to go now, my computer hog sisters both want on now or like 10 minutes ago but whatever. (I'll be gone 9 days but my uncle who lives up there has computers so maybe I can get on) post comment

stuff [09 May 2005|03:41pm] [ mood | lackadaisical ] [ music | Life House: No Name Face ] My sister got a 32 on the ACT and as much as I don't like her sometimes, Yay for her!! Today was pretty good actually. I fell asleep in 8th hour (English) we were watching some dumb biography thing about Lewis and Clark with a substitute. When I woke up at the end of the movie Mary, who sits behind me, was holding on to my hair which completely confused me. There were at least three or four other people who were sleeping too. The only part of the movie I remember very well was when it started talking about Lewis and Clark and them having sexual relationships with the indians. Kinda an odd part to remember. Art class was even more fun though cuz we're making glass jewelery, nd it going to look very interesting when its done near the end of the school year. 2 comments|post comment

busy [05 May 2005|04:30pm] [ mood | busy ] Wow, I haven;t updated in a really really really really loooong time. Why do teachers give you so much work at the end of the year? I have projects for English and Science and their both due tomorrow. I only got 4 days to work on them when usually we'd get a week. But it's the end of the year so we have to fit it all in at once. At least I know I can get them done though. The thing I'm worried about is the 4 minute speech I'm going to have to give in French. I know it's really not that bad but I don't really like pubic speaking and my teacher is making me go first. The good thing is though, that I get to go on 4 field trips next week, so I am only going to really be in school on Monday. I get out of school May 23!!! Yay!! other than the fact that May 23 is a monday which is rather crazy. I going to go work on my projects now =) 2 comments|post comment

[12 Apr 2005|10:20pm] I really hate it when I have friends fighting with each other. Epecially when it seems like they are permenatly going to dislike each other. I get to go to a cardinals game with school tomorrow Yay! 1 comment|post comment

There's a subject? [15 Mar 2005|06:28pm] [ mood | melancholy ] Can I die now? Well maybe not die but not live? or maybe just not feel anything and become completely numb? Execpt I do want to feel, most of the time... The only problem is when it seems like you can't feel anything but bad. 2 comments|post comment

nothing [08 Mar 2005|06:47pm] I've none nothing for like the past 2 weeks, and honestly I'm getting fed up with doing nothing. Especially being pretty much all alone and doing nothing. I really am driving myself insane... well, more insane than I was to begin with. School has been boring and normal and it's becoming like a routin. The same kind of stuff has been going on for quite a while now. I know that some of the people I know like doing nothing, and for a day or so it's fun but I've been going on for so long that I'm starting to annoy myself and probably other people as well. I wish I could just sleep all of my problems away not that there's very many of them because.. that's right I've been doing nothing! *sighs* well hopefully i'll find something to do. Theresa post comment

[18 Feb 2005|03:33pm] [ mood | hoppyful ] I'm leaving at around five to go to a spritual growth retreat at church. I'll be back at around 4:30 pm on sunday. And we're off school monday!!!! My English class is great. The only problem is that I can never get any work done in that class... Mr. Kiehl: any questions? Dylan: *raises hand* Mr. Kiehl: No, I'm not telling you how people make babies Mr.Kiehl: What is it that makes a man abe to lift up a car to rescue a baby that's under it? Kate: steriods Then tody Mr. Kiehl wasn't here and Dylan decided that I'm a gangster. And then Eric is a goat and shold make movies and Jesserz is a tornado... Subs are so fun, especially this one. I don't think he minded that we didn't do anything in class go to go now ^_^ Theresa 2 comments|post comment

[14 Feb 2005|04:44pm] [ mood | bitchy & then calm/lonely ] [ music | Evanescence; Fallen; My Immortal ] wtf is Janet's problem? I know she has problems and gets pissy about them, everyone does. That doesn't fucking mean she has to blow up in my face. If she's really that pissy she should go off alone some where and try to sort out her feelings. she doesn't have to insult me to make herself feel better. I was that close to using some rather nasty language but i know if i used even one bad word she would tattle. She can't keep a secret worth shit, especially when shes pissed. And knowing my parents, i'd probably be dead the minute they got home. So I knew I really needed to leave for a bit. I one thing I can say is that i think i understand how she's feeling. She's feeling left out. Often enough I feel left out too, even though I don't really feel as left out as she does. The thing is when i'm pissed I retreat inside myself to think about it for awhile. What I try to do is rationalize what I'm feeling but that usually just makes me feel worse. It's not that I mind people having friends other than me and i don't know about Janet but I think those friends are awesome people. The problem is, that it doesn't stop my feeling left out. Being left out is something i'd like to think i can handle. And to some degree I can. I have other friends too but where i'm included in one area i'm left out in a another. Believe it or not Janet probably better at expressing her anger which can be a good thing. You can't solve a problem you don't admit exists. Janet probably takes it too far and starts to take out her feelings on those that don't deserve it, while I just hold it all up inside and don't tell anyone. That is what gives me such a cheery yet quite personality. But what I've begun to figure out is that keeping it inside won't solve anything but driving me crazy mentally. Nothing will happen and i'll still feel miserable. And that's why I don't update very often I'm not used to telling anyone anything, but I think it's good for me too tell people things. Janet needs more control on herself while I need less control. we need to find a happy medium. Wow that really makes me feel better. This helps, it does. I can actually organize my thoughts, will some what. I think that writing what I think helps me too understand what i'm thinking myself. hopefully I've convinced myself to update more often but I'm going to go now cuz i'm freezing and mummy should be home any minute. Basketball practice is going to be hell. bye! oh! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! Theresa 6 comments|post comment

[06 Feb 2005|03:34pm] [ mood | amused ] Lisa's boyfriend Mike thinks I'm Phsyco *giggles* I asked if I could break the hanger Lisa threw at me and when the answer was no, I asked if I could melt it (it was a plastic hanger)... that was a no as well, and Mike asked why I would want to melt it... I said "cuz it involes fire... and fire is good... but I guess it could involve a stove, or an oven, or a toaster, and toaster are awsome too..." and some how or another we got into talking how how much more dangerous fire was and Mike said it was alright if I burned the house, because Lisa was leaving then... it was quite amusing My toenail died yesterday, while playing basketball and I'm not sure how... it didn't look very pretty though... We were slaughtered in that game too... Jessi did manage to score two three-point baskets, thought, it was crazy... Janet's being all pissy and i'm not entirely sure why... if anyone knows tell me won't you, please? It's really getting annoying cuz she's pissy like all of the time now... anyway... got to go play video games now ^_^ 3 comments|post comment

[17 Jan 2005|04:19pm] [ mood | thoughtful/lonely ] [ music | Kevin Max (sterotype be) ] Basketball can really hurt... both of my knees are bruised, and my elbow is bruised and scraped. I end up on the floor far to much. at least we almost won that game, it was like 20 to 16 (us with the 16) unlike the first game where we lost 36 to 4... yeah my team stinks, but at least we're getting better, I think. I don't want to go to school tomorrow school isn't very bad anymore since I got a 97 on the presentation that I gave and I don't have to worry about that anymore. I'm just sorta depressed right now and i'm not entirely sure why. I'm home all alone right now which shouldn't be so bad.... Janet is at the movies with her friends, my mom is shopping, and my dad is at work. One life just seem so insignifica nt sometimes *yawns* maybe i'm just tired... Or I'm in a thoughtful mood, and maybe that's cuz I took a long bath earlier... that always makes me thoughtful for some reason... well that's about it, the latest chapter in my uninteresting life... Theresa post comment

[04 Jan 2005|07:53pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | SwitchFoot New way to be human ] Wow. I got on again... very exciting concidering I haven't' gotten on in ages. I tried to get on yesterday but no, someone else had to get their 2 and a half hours in. *sighs* oh well. You know what? Schools sucks. I have to give a twenty minute presentation for science on monday and i really don't want to. That's what I get for taking the challenge class though. At least I get to be going on a lot of field trips latter this semester. I'm on Lisa's lab top right now. It's kinda weird, and confusing but i'm confused a lot so that's ok. I'm gonna try to get on more but it's not going to be very easy until this weekend when Lisa goes back to college and takes world of warcraft with her. Lisa and Janet both want to be almost constantly on that. It's like they're addicted or something... It's way to rainy outside it needs to be sunny. I'm more awake when it's sunny. I've been like I was half asleep at school, but who knows that might last for a while. Oh. =) in case anyones interested I get off school friday. And then i get off the friday and monday after that. I don't have a full week of school for a long time. I have to get off now. I'll try to get on latter. buh-bye =) Theresa (Yay! a jumping froggy that's asleep) 1 comment|post comment

[11 Oct 2004|02:34pm] [ mood | amused ] Hey Everybody! I got on finally! yay! Aren't you so excited?? I had a half day today!! well actually "early dismissal" if you wanna be like Austin... (no one does though) He said that to Mr. Kiehl (my Eniglish teacher) and Mr. Kiehl told him to shut up... it was amusing... We also get to start creative writing tomorrow and that should be fun Then on wednesday I have a conference At least it doesn't have tobe student led. That's really annoying. But that's ok. Life is just prettty uneventful. ok bye then! 1 comment|post comment

[25 Jul 2004|11:43am] [ mood | excited ] Yay!!!!! I stole on.... MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!! They can never have it back now!!!! or actually they can so that's ok cuz I'm going to camp til saturday at 1:30 It will actually end up being like 3:00 though but that always happens... Camps going to be so much fun, especially watertubing or waterskiing and big surf which has all the fun water slides. Yay! People also said we get to go paint balling. Janet looking over my shoulder and making me nervous... oh well... she always does though so I just you just have to get used to it... Ok I have to go leave now... Bye!! I finally updated!!!! 2 comments|post comment

[25 May 2004|07:55pm] [ mood | happy,sad,frustrated,mixed up ] Hi!!! I'm updating... wow.... I kicked Lisa off the internet too!!! It almost didn't work but it turned out alright.... Alrighty, on to the news... my Aunt Delia's house burned down this morning at like 7:15a.m. My cousin Tara who's like 20 something but at home for the summer was asleep at the time the smoke alarms went off. she ended up jumping out of her second story window and she fractured two vertebrae, and will have to be in a back brace. She also crushed her heel breaking it into 5 pieces. Tara's in the hospital now and will have to have surgery on her heel soon. Aunt Delia is with some friends but is currently homeless. Delia's son Zach joined the army and is very likely going to Iraq. *sighs* I've been having a wonderful day. Janet has recently for the last to months making my life rather miserable. I know it sounds mean to her but she is. She is constantly insulting me, everything i like, and my friends. she calls me stupid or an idiot or something hurtful at least twice a day quite seriously. She called Orlando Bloom stupid today and made him out to be stupid and she never had any problem with him before. The other day she said anyone who rides or wants to ride a motorcycle stupid (which includes some of her own friends and family not including me). She doesn't understand me or the reasons why i do anything that i do and starts putting words in my mouth, ones that are insulting to me and completely incorrect. She seems to think that she knows exactly why i do things but she is way off and won't believe it when i tell her she is. She can't see things any other way but her own (or so it seems to me). She refuses to let me read the LIBRARY books she has checked out on her card outside for no logical reason. Just about nothing could happen to it and if something did i would get in trouble for it not her. The only reason I can think of why shes does it is to spite me. If you can think of any others please tell me. Also if you think i'm in the wrong here or i am not being rational please tell me that too. She frustrates me so much that a lot of the time I can't stand to be very near her. I don't want her to do thing to me. I really with she could be nicer to me so that we could be closer. I don't understand what she has against me or if i'm just horrible or something. With the fire that just happened and everything my mom is going to be really really overprotective for a while. And I won't be able to light candles or use the top of the stove until this thing clears up. Sometimes I feel like i just need to get away. Now the only good things going on are that I have 4 days left of school! Yay! My awards assembly is tomorrow and my friend morgan is having a birthday party. I'm just going to try to keep in good spirits even with all this going on. Oh! and Lisa decided that she would go to Rolla! We're all over that dilemma now so people won't be keeping me up at night! There are always things to be happy about so i'll just be as happy a possible. Wow! that was long! I'll be done now!! Later all!! Teri 1 comment|post comment

[01 May 2004|03:03pm] Yay!!!!!!! I've got an LJ now!!! Isn't it Sooo cool?!?! All thanks to Abby dearest for pushing me into it... She threatened to poke me though *shakes head* So totally unlike her normal character. Some people just go outside their minds though so i understand. *giggles* Mummy wants me to clean up my room cuz the pest exterminator dude is coming tomorrow, and she wants me to dust the basement too. *sighs* I wish she could make Lisa do something, or lisa could just do something herself but that's very unlikely you know. *sighs* i hate house work. But *noddes* I'm happy now see, so housework i'd be alright. I is going to try to be happy now instead of sad or angry. Smart huh? It'll make living all the more easy and fun. LJ's Are so cool!!! yay!!! funness!! 2 comments|post comment

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